coretan-coretan tangan seorang rosi rosmala dewi

I stare at the wall as it is oblivious to my emotions

cold, hard and unmeaningful

staring back at me

silently laughing without a face

laughing with the voices in my head

it opens up

and i disappear

then just scream out loud:

"Allow, just wanna say: H-A-P-P-Y  B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y!"

but i know that sentence is too late

forgive me, my lovely brother…